Saturday, June 26, 2010

they must be gone at the same time???

26 June i've never want to forget about this date,but i never want to remember about the pain that i feel on those date..
that person who i love must gone and leave me at the same date although at the different years.

the first person is michael jackson 26 june 2009(indonesia time zone)
he's a singer, who's i know about his song since i was 4 or 5 years old..i heard about his news at the morning,i just can't believe it! and i feel there's something like fistest my heart and i can't hold my tear.it's just like nightmare for me but i realise that it was real and he must leave us b'cos he already finished all of his duty in this world so God called him to get back home.Rest In Peace michael jackson Goodbye thanks for inspired us,amuse,and delight us but you're gone too soon michael
see you later in another life.

the second person is my friend,i guess she's not a friend but my bestfriend i've ever had 26 june 2010(indonesia time zone)..she's not gone like michael she's just leave the school b'cos one thing she should to do..its started when we take a look at our exam result,and i've got an opportunity to take my exam result at first queue i open my letter and i passed the exam so im going to the grade 11..my mom waiting for me on the car so i should get hurry..i said to her i wanna go home first..while im on my way i've got some message who's make me suprise and speechless..it was said Tasha im not passed the exam,so i my aunty said i must move to another school in another city..oh,God when i read it i just wanna screaming!!and she said Tasha forgive me if i've got mistake,thanks for being my best friend since 7 years..oh God im crying..i believe that we could meet again with each other

the hurt feeling and pain.helpless,and hopeless.sadness and anything i can't imagined it.i really love them..i dont want to forget them i'll never let them part for their always in my heart..
God im alone again..humm its ok i just wondering oneday i could find someone who really want to be my friend again, friendship with heart not for money or anything.

L.O.V.E

Thursday, June 24, 2010

my friends


the darknest despair in this heart
never want to forget but being forgotten
trusting and believing thats i try
cope my desire for not being brutality things
pain and hurt always in this heart
adjusting situation and make it like nothing happend

mask and lying thats how i could have
the truth its just treasure of my life
this life make me insane
injustice thats i've got
stop for presssure me
please....

there's someone got mercy
being my friends in the night
i could feel the presence of it
but i couldnt know who is it

it was evangelion,evangelion
thats the brighter star i've ever seen
blue,sparkling like a diamonds on the sea
cheer me up whereever i've got sick
my lonely has gone because of it